Here's
the girl that has fallen in love a couple of times. A few of those had mutual
feelings and other times, an unrequited love. Having an unrequited love didn't
matter to her though as she didn't want to be in a relationship; just as long
as she could have a conversation with him or just even seeing him from afar.
Things changed
when she fell hard for one, one who had been chasing her for years, only to
find out that she was too late; that she lost her chance to finally have
someone who would love her wholeheartedly. She felt numb afterwards; in fact
she became unfeeling towards love and the likes. She finally felt the walls
around her heart breaking down two years later, only to find out that
everything ended without anything even starting.
At first
she thought it was just a crush, but she had already fallen in love without her
knowing. He was charming, smart, kind and humorous; all the qualities that a
girl would fall hard for. They got along pretty well; she thought she stood a
chance.
As she
got to know him better, she gradually knew that he was already taken by someone
else. She was devastated. They say, “Just because there’s a goalie, doesn't mean
you can’t score”, but then again you do not go in between someone who is in a
relationship.
So what
is the right decision; fighting for what she wants, or letting go of what isn't hers? Her head is a storm and her heart is a mess. It would definitely be going against
her principles to break someone’s relationship, but should she really just let
it go; when she knows she won’t fall in love, again, that easily?
The vast
possibilities were running through her head; is he the right guy but they met
at the wrong timing, or is it the right timing but the wrong guy? So she holds
on to that tiny hope; that 0.01% that they might end up being together, that it
will not end up to be just another unrequited love.
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